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I totally hate the new computers with commercials that tell us how easy life will be if we get off of our wallets. Hell already we need a inch thick book to be able to use our phones along with paying 80 bucks for the device only to find it the following week to be free or 12 bucks. I guess the world needs to make their money but what about our minds and our vibration that we are supposed to be tuned too?

Is not my personal space my personal space and if phone and satellite signals encroaching into that space a legal issue and shouldn’t I have the right to be free from microwaves or satellites and cell phone signals?

I guess I don’t have the right to have any space at all because I live off of tax money that I paid into the system my entire working life. Even when I gave up my Social Security Disability check to become a tax-paying citizen the only thing I got was harassment from bill collectors wanting money I couldn’t pay.

I had job but what the world forgets is that when you go back to work with a disability your check is taken away. You can keep your Medicare but you have to pay twice as much to use it. I am so disillusioned with my country because as I might owe 10,000 dollars in debt mostly due to medical bills my credit is so gone I will never have a thing and what our leaders want is to take all my money away and put me in some nursing home somewhere that will take my check and let me stay in a room where I’m brought a bucket of water each morning and my bed linen changed. I don’t need these things, I need to have a life but just because I can do a few things I paid into SSDI, FICA, and Workman’s compensation that I never have used.

Now look at our leaders of this country. Donald Trump who had declared bankruptcy yet he now owns Trump Towers, a television show and who knows what else. How can someone like Mr. Trump live with himself knowing that he will never have to pay a penny of that money back and a person like me has asked lawyer after lawyer to help me declare bankruptcy? I keep getting this answer by my legal minds, “you are untouchable so why waste your time” Maybe so I can own something like a new car or a home or just to get a loan… I am at the point that I need no help in this country or world because I pay as I go. I try to save but at the prices of today and the size of my SSDI check there is no wonder I am anemic.

I want to live in this country and I want all the greedy bastards in between the two great oceans to keep enough of their money so their lives can be the best they can be while giving the excess to the country. Hell, I don’t have money and I love to help those that need not want. All that happens is that I don’t have enough money to make a real change in someone in need’s life and if I do then I don’t eat.

Why are we so ready to throw people into jails when the people in the jails could work and pay taxes and contribute to their neighborhood’s economy instead of becoming a drain on society?

No one needs jail except killers and thief’s but there are better ways to stop people from stealing and killing and that is do unto others as they have done to their victim. If we as a people went through with our threats and not keep people on death row for 20 years then people would stop killing. Either that or they would kill themselves, which is better than taking money out of our people’s mouths.

We will never get it straight because we have to many people thinking to many ways and if you take a stand to be hard on crime the mothers and fathers of the criminals whine about and tie these cases up in the courts for years costing us all so much money that it makes you sick. I think if the parents of a killer or thief want to keep their kids free then they should take their kids place. Then we would see how bad they want this for real.

No one has given me a break and I am in a wheelchair. I have done 60 hours of community service for having 12 checks bounce. I didn’t start out bouncing checks one went and the rest followed the second no money was in the bank and they all tried to pass them through twice costing me 60 bucks for each of the 12 checks to both store and court and then the community service. I never set out to cause trouble in the beginning to anyone but when the country takes advantage of people that can’t afford the money to start with it’s plane cruel and wrong. And I pray everyone who ever has convicted someone like that, and it happens daily” But look at these people that bought homes they couldn’t afford to start with getting bailed out of their troubles not to mention Fanny-Mae and Fanny Mack. Will everyone get bailed out of his or her problems except we that can’t afford to have anything?

We will have our day you rich bastards and even you that take our tax money to be greedier than scrooge ever thought about being. You will all get yours…

I say peace out to end all my notes but I’m just too damn pissed off at this stupid country right now. Send our kids out to die, pollute our seas and oceans, pollute our air and water and lets all die together. Oil the muck of the world that has done more harms to this planet than any one other thing in this world. Lets uncap and drill in the ocean and gulf and in our back yards. Hell you can’t breath in China already or California or Vegas when the winds blow California’s smog over the mountains. I’ve never been a dooms day person but we are doomed and there isn’t one thing we can do about it unless we unite and take the world back by not just taking the leaders out of their seats but to put their asses on a pike for all to see why you don’t fuck with the people.

America the land of waste and abuse

I try to live like the rest of you here in Florida but I broke my back when I was 18 and had my 19th birthday in the hospital some thirtyone years ago. I find that gas is so out of hand and the town of Tallahassee has decided that since people aren't driving enough they have the lights timed to stop you at every one wheather or not there is another car coming on a side road or not. That is one of the reasons I left this country back in May of this year. If living in paradise wasn't so expensive to live I wouldn't have come home... Hell, this isn't home it's a jail that we just don't see the walls of.

If the Republicans get into office this November we are lost and we may as well just throw away the middle class because cutting taxes for the rich and letting the drinkers and smokers and drivers pay for everyone elses livley hood is killing America. My dad who use to love this country and never missed a vote is not voting this year because he says his vote doesn't count. I agree with him but I am voting.

When I couldn't afford my home no one in this world would even help me out and I am in a wheelchair but these folks that bought homes that were way out of their affordability range are being helped along with failing banks. What is America doing? We don't give teachers raises, we throw people with mental health issues out of homes to make them homeless, and the republican's continue to think that tax breaks are the answer. Yesterday I sat outside at my coffee shop during work rush hour and the cops were pulling over people at 1 every 5 minutes. Do you think that this is normal? If the country's budget is under funded all these little tricks fill the bucket.

My thoughts on the tax problem is to do away with the retirement for our four year elected officials not to mention the president, vice president, senate, house, and the feds and the government departments. They sould all have to do like the rest of us. This is just a sick world that we the people have no insurance other than medicare if we are elegible but I've been told many times to go to the emergancy room. What is that? I have a doctor and I pay medicare but they wont pay anyone and the medicare fund is just a lump of money that our elected officials dip into and call it borrowing. My friends if we don't change the world we the people are going to find ourselves homeless and hungry. What do you think the country is going to do then.

Our forefathers came to this country to make things different and it only took 230 years for our country to turn into the same country that they left to make this better place. It's still the money people. I mean why does any one person need a billion dollars. Why should we allow our industry to leave our country so they can pay penneys on the dollar that they would have to pay americans and then give them tax breaks. I fail to be happy about my country and if things don't change soon we are going to have to change this country by force. Hell no one in the world likes us and we are so stupid that we think everything is going great. That's just the people with jobs not the rest of us.

Don't get me wrong I do love the USA and I would fight for it but if we continue this insanity we will all just be taken over by a third world country that isn't afraid to blow the hell out of us with a wmd. Mark my words... If this is the end times I wish it would just happen but if it isn't lets fix the broken world.

Do you hear the country talking about drilling in our gulf and off shore for oil. The nastiest shit in the world that one drop distroys 100 gallons of water and now we want to start drilling for oil. We are stupid... Lets cut all the trees down and then spill all the oil in the ocean all over the ocean. Lets just all get greedy and forget about our world. Who needs to eat, drink, or breath. Hell, look at China they are already wearing gas masks because of their air. I just don't get it. I want out...

Home in Tallahassee, Florida

I've left paradise in the dust with much un-rest. When I was young and lived in Hawaii I couldn't get enough coconut, mango, and other incredibly tasty treats growing wild. The Island was so incredible even the rain felt like a warm shower instead of freezing cold. If you dropped a seed of any kind the next time you would walk by damn if the seed hadn't turned into a plant. Yes, I loved the Island of Hawaii and all my life I have been trying to get back to paradise which could be any Island. I have to tell you that when I lived in Hawaii I never wore shoes because there wasn't anything that hurt your feet but after two years of not wearing shoes the soles of my feet were thicker than my shoes sole.

My first landing in Florida after living in Virginia right after my stay in Hawaii was one big nightmare. My brothers and I decided during our first day in Tampa Florida that we would wake early the next morning and just go explore the stores and such. Our house was being built on the other side of town and wouldn't be ready for 8 weeks but my dad had a job he had to do so we had to live in the hotel. Well, the next morning we got up like we said we would and we started walking barefooted down the streets of Tampa and we walked till our legs began getting sore so we stopped into a Levet's Furniture Store and we spent about 2 hours in that store trying out all thier furniture but it felt so good in the store with the Air Conditioning in it. In Virginia there were a/c's but de-humidifiers were the rage back in the 1970's so we were having a great time hanging out in a cool place in the summer.

It was time to go and when we stepped out onto the parking lot so black you could see the heat waves rising and damn if my feet were on fire it felt like. I ran over to the white lines that separate the cars in a parking lot and had to walk down them to stay cool on my feet. We finally ran out of white lines on the parking lot so I jumped into the grass where it was cool and about 2 minutes into my grass jaunt and damn if I didn't find a new enemy. Sand Spurs. These things are the fruit of a weed and they are shaped like little round balls covered with little barbs so when they stick in you it's hard to get them out. Damn they hurt and we didn't know wheather or not to burn our feet on the street or let them darn spurs stick in us. Thank God we hadn't walked to far from the hotel but it was far enough.

To make up for the pitiful day's adventure we decided to go to the drive in movie across the street from our hotel. Now we didn't have a car and had figured to sneak in to the woods and watch from the tree line. No problem getting there and we could hear the movie great but then the buzzing of misquito's became a roar and 5 minutes after we heard the first we were gone. We counted the bites on our backs and my oldest brother had some 59 bites compared to the middle brother's 42 and my 22. Florida sucked, it was nothing like Hawaii or paradise... The one thing I loved was Rain showers and with each one came thunder but my favorite was lightning. That stuff looked as if it was hitting the ground just across the street from my hotel room. I just loved it when I saw lightning.

Now back to my Island dream, I fell in love with Hawaii and later on I fell in love with Leon Russell who wrote and sang "Back to the Island" where he sings about going back to the Island which is and was one of my favorite songs and thoughts until I was invited to go and live on St. Croix in the Virgin Islands. When I got there it was just as I remembered a Island to be. Paradise and it was but I became paralyzed in 1976 and didn't think about the wheelchair and the terrain's compatibility. I can't get around on an Island. There are three things I can't deal with and they are Gravel, Sand, and Hills... Guess what my friends??? That was St. Croix.

I think I will just leave paradise alone and visit from time to time but there is cement here and I like that stuff right now. You all be good... My computer should show up in no time and then we will be like family again. I have a movie I would love for all of you to see but my host doesn't allow video files. When you are getting something for free then you don't mind the problems that may arrise.

I tried to post this yesterday but my father was trying to pick up a disk he dropped on the floor in back of the computer so when I clicked on Publish Post the machine went black and I was sure I lost it all. Damn I hate when that happens because I type on the fly in that this stuff isn't written down until it gets typed. I don't think or stage any part of LaRoo.Us. I am a beleiver in you reap what you sow and I sow love and compassion but I know most of you would sow money. I love you all and pray to my GOD in Heaven the greatest father in the universe having my brother Jesus and then later he became sin for the sinners and hate for the haters and then he was called Christ. The Christ My oldest Brother. I really can't wait to walk and talk with God and Christ...

Peace Out