changes

I totally hate the new computers with commercials that tell us how easy life will be if we get off of our wallets. Hell already we need a inch thick book to be able to use our phones along with paying 80 bucks for the device only to find it the following week to be free or 12 bucks. I guess the world needs to make their money but what about our minds and our vibration that we are supposed to be tuned too?

Is not my personal space my personal space and if phone and satellite signals encroaching into that space a legal issue and shouldn’t I have the right to be free from microwaves or satellites and cell phone signals?

I guess I don’t have the right to have any space at all because I live off of tax money that I paid into the system my entire working life. Even when I gave up my Social Security Disability check to become a tax-paying citizen the only thing I got was harassment from bill collectors wanting money I couldn’t pay.

I had job but what the world forgets is that when you go back to work with a disability your check is taken away. You can keep your Medicare but you have to pay twice as much to use it. I am so disillusioned with my country because as I might owe 10,000 dollars in debt mostly due to medical bills my credit is so gone I will never have a thing and what our leaders want is to take all my money away and put me in some nursing home somewhere that will take my check and let me stay in a room where I’m brought a bucket of water each morning and my bed linen changed. I don’t need these things, I need to have a life but just because I can do a few things I paid into SSDI, FICA, and Workman’s compensation that I never have used.

Now look at our leaders of this country. Donald Trump who had declared bankruptcy yet he now owns Trump Towers, a television show and who knows what else. How can someone like Mr. Trump live with himself knowing that he will never have to pay a penny of that money back and a person like me has asked lawyer after lawyer to help me declare bankruptcy? I keep getting this answer by my legal minds, “you are untouchable so why waste your time” Maybe so I can own something like a new car or a home or just to get a loan… I am at the point that I need no help in this country or world because I pay as I go. I try to save but at the prices of today and the size of my SSDI check there is no wonder I am anemic.

I want to live in this country and I want all the greedy bastards in between the two great oceans to keep enough of their money so their lives can be the best they can be while giving the excess to the country. Hell, I don’t have money and I love to help those that need not want. All that happens is that I don’t have enough money to make a real change in someone in need’s life and if I do then I don’t eat.

Why are we so ready to throw people into jails when the people in the jails could work and pay taxes and contribute to their neighborhood’s economy instead of becoming a drain on society?

No one needs jail except killers and thief’s but there are better ways to stop people from stealing and killing and that is do unto others as they have done to their victim. If we as a people went through with our threats and not keep people on death row for 20 years then people would stop killing. Either that or they would kill themselves, which is better than taking money out of our people’s mouths.

We will never get it straight because we have to many people thinking to many ways and if you take a stand to be hard on crime the mothers and fathers of the criminals whine about and tie these cases up in the courts for years costing us all so much money that it makes you sick. I think if the parents of a killer or thief want to keep their kids free then they should take their kids place. Then we would see how bad they want this for real.

No one has given me a break and I am in a wheelchair. I have done 60 hours of community service for having 12 checks bounce. I didn’t start out bouncing checks one went and the rest followed the second no money was in the bank and they all tried to pass them through twice costing me 60 bucks for each of the 12 checks to both store and court and then the community service. I never set out to cause trouble in the beginning to anyone but when the country takes advantage of people that can’t afford the money to start with it’s plane cruel and wrong. And I pray everyone who ever has convicted someone like that, and it happens daily” But look at these people that bought homes they couldn’t afford to start with getting bailed out of their troubles not to mention Fanny-Mae and Fanny Mack. Will everyone get bailed out of his or her problems except we that can’t afford to have anything?

We will have our day you rich bastards and even you that take our tax money to be greedier than scrooge ever thought about being. You will all get yours…

I say peace out to end all my notes but I’m just too damn pissed off at this stupid country right now. Send our kids out to die, pollute our seas and oceans, pollute our air and water and lets all die together. Oil the muck of the world that has done more harms to this planet than any one other thing in this world. Lets uncap and drill in the ocean and gulf and in our back yards. Hell you can’t breath in China already or California or Vegas when the winds blow California’s smog over the mountains. I’ve never been a dooms day person but we are doomed and there isn’t one thing we can do about it unless we unite and take the world back by not just taking the leaders out of their seats but to put their asses on a pike for all to see why you don’t fuck with the people.