Montage

Web sites are living numbers with each number attached to a visual dot on the monitor or your desktop. Code isn't real but it is because when I Interact with program, email, posting story material I'm actually playing with a persona's creation that lives on the Net and Inter Acts with me and instead of those numbers equating to a dot the internet is a communications tool that connects your machine to someone else's machine or program that is programmed for each # equating a pixel on your desk top and a short cut is just what it says. In days of old you had a machine that only worked off of word documents like "DIR" command meant to look on a computer for the contents or Directory of the computer's hard drive or disk. To start Microsoft Word you would type the Word c>word and that special screen would go black for a second and then the blue screen opened up and you had to remember all the codes to make that work too but now it is oh so pretty and that is because they made a pretty way to get to the program so everything looks easier but it really takes up some memory to show the front page of you computer because like I said each icon on your screen is connected to a program and the pictures themselves take up a lot of memory because like I said earlier that each pixel is equal to a dot on the screen of the computer. Oh well. Lots of memory means we can use more memory to make it look pretty and act like we want it to work and look. I like that…

I CAN NO LONGER TALK ABOUT THE COMPUTER!

I really wanted to talk to you about the day after Thanksgiving. Shopping the day after Thanksgiving. I got a ad in my email that the first 100 people that entered "World Markey" would get a chance at a trip for two for $20,000 worth of fun. Now my luck is like I can park on a hill facing down with my car and open my door and try to take the wheelchair out and my door will close on my. Don't ask my why or how it just has something to do with God and satin because I think I really mean something to Dad in the Heavens and is in me at the same time. Our god I have thrown that one around enough not to talk about too…

Let we write about what I started writhing. Shopping the day after thanksgiving. I got a ad in my mail telling me that the first 100 people in the store got a chocolate ball and a chance for a $20,000 trip to one of three places with one being India where I have a friend I would like to meet in person. I usually loose these things anyway but I went around 8:00 a.m and the was late. People are so greedy they stand in line all night long for the prizes and after they go home with no purchase in their hands. I go 5 minutes after they are supposed to open the door and 100 people beat me there ? They mush have opened early on the day after Thanks giving.

Anyway I made the mistake of hunting down Target to get something I needed, a tripod for cameras. This department store was I could tell off in the distance where I was forced to park due to the crowd that was there. I don't do crowds and I thing it as something to do with to many faces and voices and children and well you get the picture.

it was actual pandemonium in that store and I didn't even make it inside I could just tell. Pandemonium is a hard word to slip into a work of writing and I did it twice that deserves a pat or two. J On and up with the story… Insanity through out as I watched a woman dive into a square box of wire on four sides it must have been safe or maybe not. Diving into stuff at a store doesn't even look like fun to me but that was the beginning so off I headed in the direction asked by me and Ruth my sweet little attention grabber. (ohhhhh the puppy, look at the dog, isn’t she cute. I get so sick of hearing this stuff… Stay with the story larry… I will do it. There were a few tug of wars going on along with some words I rather not repeat on my site because I use it only when I have to get it out. J O a, very clostrophobic and darn if all those people didn't stop me from getting away fromthem. It was a madhouse and if I ever go shopping on the shopping days of the years.

It couldn't be more crazy because the people are out of their minds too. They have forgotten the spiritual side of our life. I was shocked by te total and insane carelessness of individuals that are supposed to be their neighbors what is the crayzy world in for. I pray we out grow this day of the year and stop all the crazy shopping this is worse for us I thought as I wheeled away from the crowd that I just couldn't do anything but leave. I did say hi and no to a bunch of foldk asking to pet the dotg. It is a working dog no… The dog isn't a work animal other than haning out with me could be conscrued as work but other than that she just enjoys.

Well, Peace Out

November 22, 2007 (Happy Thanks Giving)

As the rain pours down here in Tallahassee, Florida we thank God for the water our city, and many others on this side of North America, have been waiting for months.

So here it is the beginning of the Christmas season and all of our children and adults will be stuck together on this day of thanks to God for letting our forefathers survive that first winter some 300 years or longer ago. Without the help of the Indians and some very hardened men and women the few survivors of the first town or fort up north gave thanks by eating whatever they could find along with what the Indians had left after the long freezing winter. This is the way I believe my history teachers told me year after year as a child. So, as we live here in a country where we paid the Indians, that helped us out so much, back by slaughtering them and eventually moving them off to reservations but all is not as bleak as I paint the story for we didn't wipe them out all together and now enjoy their culture and eventually they will watch us fall.

There just wasn't room for a people that didn't believe in owning the land and people that want to own the land and ruin it. That is what we the American's have done to this poor country and we just need to fess up. Fess up but in love as we did colonize the country and make it in the image of England other but now that 200 plus years of our breaking away from England we are beginning to be just like what we tried to get away from.

Now we use to say that there is no such thing as a debtor's prison however IRS can jail anyone for any reason connected to taxes. Taxes that we didn't want to pay but we had a war to fight and needed to build planes, guns, helmets, tanks, Jeeps and then here in the U.S. we needed roads, schools, hospitals, and you know what else but now that all that is complete we have decided that we are better than the rest of the world. We now want to close down our boarders and keep people out. Our rights are going the way of the terrorist and if the government (our representatives) that we elected decides they want our land they can take it. So in reality no one can own land just as the Indians thought.

We found that last year's Louisiana devastation took back land that isn't available to own. The only people down there couldn't afford what our country now calls the normal cost of living so they got to die for lack of transportation out. Now our country's Leader, Mr. Bush and his henchmen have taken us back to the days of our forefathers or worse.

We now live in a day that our elected president does what he wants without listening to us. Our mouth pieces are our elected officials that vote with that dictator Mr. Bush. I say lets enjoy this year and this last Thanksgiving and then enjoy Christ's day that we celebrate his birth and we all know it really isn't the correct day but we celebrate it then so lets enjoy it and then in the new year lets take our country back. Lets quit using Bush as a president and Impeach the bum along with anyone he has appointed or elected to do anything in our county. Lets tear down that stupid fence dividing us from Mexico and quit worrying about terrorists and stop stripping our countries rights away and begin to be what we were in the beginning of our conception.

People had high ideas and they were able to speak the words that they wanted over any device and not worry about others spying on us. Lets leave all countries alone and let them do what they want. It is our sticking our noses in other countries business that makes them mad at us and hate us. It is our trying to shape the world in our image that continues to make the world around us think we are bad and the devil. We once were one nation under God and could practice any religion that we wanted but that is falling by the way side. The separation of religion and state needs to be adhered to because the two don't work.

2008 will be our year to take our country back and I want it back but we will have to be diligent as the rich believe this is the land of milk and honey because we are their support group. We have the rich and the rich support group that has to stop and we all need to share in the wealth that is America. Tear down the fences and love one another.

Peace Out

My View Of Wo/Man' s Beginning to Our Fate

Love in basic form flows as a fluid absorbed by any and all who smile on a Sunny day while the thick puffy clouds meander by in shapes of heads, bodies, creatures and more. Actually the imagination is the limit to a clouds shape or who you want to be or what.

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By the Sponge called the world

We as millions and millions of individuals beings make up one family for we all came from 2 that was ONE. Until the blood of mankind became polluted incest was no longer a way to populate the planet. Since we have no idea how many children Adam and Eve had before being cast out of the Garden of Eden for the Bible speaks of Cain and Able yet there could have been 100's of years of baby making after God created Eve from Adam's rib. All children born under grace would have had perfect blood but then satin tricked Eve while on Adam's watch and not only did he not stop Eve he shouldn't have joined in on the sin. The two ate and then knew they were naked and were ashamed. The covered themselves and God knew.

Once Adam and Eve were thrown out of the Garden of Eden that is when Cain and Able came into play. If Cain killed Able then the only female left would have been Eve. So either Eve stayed pregnant and the moment any of their children that happened to be young girls would have had to stay pregnant. Only Cain was sent away so I guess Eve and Adam had to give him a woman or two or mankind would have died off.

Man thinks all that happened when Eve and Adam were thrown out of a Garden of Eden that all they lost was their paradise and Eve would have to bleed once a month and bare children and satin would have to crawl on his belly and eat dust from that point on. In reality Adam, being the soul owner of the Garden of Eden and the planet that it was on along with every living thing that lived on it, Gave the title deed to the entire planet and everything on it to the fallen angel that tricked him. This was what the eating of the fruit from the tree of knowledge did for him and in turn the entire population up until that time.

It even goes so much deeper than throwing away all of the world to hell and making life and living hell because the planet is still satins and everything in it is his. God walked and talked with Adam and Eve like we speak to one another and life was good, fun and easy and that is what we lost. We not only lost the world but we lost our connection to the Father and no longer would we ever see or walk with the father again. Satin thought God created Jesus Christ to take the back the world so he had Christ killed. The Death of My Lord was GOD's plan to give his children a chance to get that connection back to them so that we could, if we believed, talk and be listened to by our Father in Heaven again. If satin had of known this he would have never killed the Lord of Lords and King of Kings my savior and yours if you believe.

That was GOD's plan from the beginning and that is why in the Bible there are so many begots. GOD is trying to tell all of us how this secret was unraveled and not just that but how many generations that went by before the secret of the ages was brought to fruition. God's secret plan can be found in (Roman's 10: 9 – 10) and if the thief would have known this Jesus Christ would have never been crucified and we would have all been doomed to the same fate that satin the fallen angel is.

We got our connection back with the Father yet the world is still satin's so be aware of this and know that if we blindly go through life not knowing the truth that everything we do in this world profits us nothing if it is for our selves but if we are helping others then we are slapping satin in the face when we talk about Jesus Christ we slap satin in the face and he runs as far away as he can so just that you know this isn't God's world he just created it and gave it to Adam. Adam in turn gave it to satin and we will never have this world back again nor would any one want the thing after satin is through with ruining it. The thing is that we are either God's helpers or we are satin's helpers and there is no middle ground… Be careful out there in your life and just know that everything you do in life has a consequence to you or someone else.

Everything is Spiritual and you have to believe this because the war is in your mind and places that you can't see. When you are angry and take it out on your neighbors you are not doing God's work you are doing the work of satin and I don't think anyone wants to do that. Well all believers don't want to help satin but satin has his little minions too so keep your thoughts as clean as you’re actions.

GOD BLESS ALL

Happy New Month

To the world I say to you stop your fighting and quit thinking about your stingy self and get out and help your brothers and sisters in the world that need.

The world I live in is so different than the world around me... I learned a long time ago to take care of myself and never, I repeat never, make others do things that I can do for myself.

I am a man even though I am only half a man as I was paralyzed back in 1976 but I got married once and it only lasted an little over a year and I think I know why my marriage didn't work out or survive the test of time. I did for my wife like she was my master while she worked 15 -25 hours per week I cooked, cleaned, washed the cloths, dishes not to mention vacuuming and working in the yard to make our home a nice place to be. I find that my father made my mother do everything in the world for him his entire life and now that she is dead I am finding out just how much she did do for him.

Now I am in a wheelchair so people don't think I can do much at all, however I can do anything the rest of the world can do except for lifting and reaching high things. If you give me a large stick or grabber I can reach things up high too.

My dad had mom cook for him, clean up after him, put up with his rudeness when he didn't' like something she cooked he would say stuff like, "What the hell is this" "Don't ever make this shit again" and those are the polite comments he made over the years that I heard him say.

Now I love my dad so much but he called me up the other day and asked me how to work his microwave... Now how long have people been using micro wave ovens? He couldn't open the door. I explained it to him but he couldn't figure it out so he skipped out on eating popcorn that night. I drove over to his house and showed him how to open the thing.. I got a call from dad the other day to ask me how to use the microwave so I told him to push the button 5 then 0 and "start". He did and it worked. I get a call today and my dad asks me if I know where he can find a foot doctor. At the end of the conversation I am thinking his feet are causing him problems. He finally tells me when I call him to give him a phone number and all he needs is his toe nails clipped. My mom use to clip my dad's toe nails, is that not nasty or what? I think how sweet my mother was to do these nasty things for my father but she did everything he asked her to do for him.

I think back to the days of my marriage and I did it all and my x needed to do nothing she was so darn lazy she wouldn't even get dressed at times but she was a mess with a capital Ass. I think if I wanted my marriage to do over again I guess I am supposed to treat the person I am deeply in love with to do all my biddings. I guess they are supposed to wipe my ass too. Hmmmm...

GOD has it right when HE comes first then your wife and family then the neighbors. That is the order of things and then the woman is supposed to commit themselves to their man but men are supposed to put GOD first and if they are putting GOD first then the wife is to be loved as she were him. If a man has a wife he is to live his life for her and watch over her and take care of her it isn't the way man has turned everything to say we are better than the woman. That is just not true, Love your woman and if you love GOD you will never treat your lady wrong.

The toe nail thing got me to thinking how much my mother loved and would do anything my father asked her to but that means she lived the world the way GOD wants us all too and she knew GOD so her journey was over last month and she completed the race 100% a lover of man and her man. Not to mention all the people in the world. I miss you mom...