Grooving On A Sunny Afternoon
America to me these days just seems like a drain on me with all the taxes and if you have an extra dollar the government wants it. I have spent my entire adult life sitting in a wheelchair in which I was a subject for students of nursing used me to practice thier trade on. I then moved on to being a social paria in that no one want's to hang around with a poor cripple. I mean poor as in no money as why should people drag a wheelchair around when they have to pay for everything. When I was a real young person people use to ask me to do more but now that I am in my fifties no one askes me to do anything except to go to their non accessible homes and do what ever.
I'm not much in to sitting around another persons home because life is to easy at my own home and my visitors only stay for 10 minutes and then leave. Eiter my home stinks or I am just not good company and I think both might be the case but when your body is rotting off of the bone there isn't much you can do except cover the smell.
I am glad I am here though because I am the one person that people can say things they wouldn't say to anyone else to get anger off of their chest. Like this old lady at my coffee shop has said four different things to me that she has said before I left the shop, "La Roo, I am sorry about making you mad" people that repeat making statements to upset an individual that already has been kicked around by the wheels of time is un necessary but it continues.
I am a son of GOD so the problem isn't with me it is with her and her spiritual feelings towards the father and her walk with him. I am more than a concurer and will meet with my brothers and sisters in the air when Christ returns but will I see her that is a wish of mine...
Peace Out
Labels: People and the pain they bring
