Be The Art

My days begin early the older I get and the sun rises later it seems but it is all relative. My life is full of love and friends for God has treated me well. I always thought of my self as lonely but looking at it from afar you see that I am 50 years old this month and still am blessed with my entire family. My Mother and Father are still going strong and my brothers are healthy and living and loving and making the best of this world.

It is so nice not to worry about things as most of us forget about. The more we worry the more we bring upon ourselves so just enjoy what you have because things can't bring you friends and things can't bring you love. If you are in love and or married stay that way and enjoy your partner for that is your gift in life. To find that person that is your partner is the best feeling in life and there is nothing like it.

My little lady just so happens to be a little Corgi dog and other than that my home is quiet of laughter and the pitter patter of little feet from the children and the smells of meals being prepared to feed the loving family. I wonder what it would be like always to have that loving family situation with a real family but then I see my relationships that I poured my heart and soul into just to have them stomped on and crushed. I once was a fun and happy person loving everyone and visiting everyone but now the world has soured my mind against wanting such things. For me I see there is no one waiting out there.

I am paralyzed and that in it self means nothing as sex is as good as it ever was it's just that the women that would fall in love with a man in a wheelchair are so full of problems and my poor self can't take any more problems so I don't chase anyone. I want friends and love my family and friends and am always looking for someone to share my life with but love and sex are things of the past for I just haven't got the energy any longer for the real relationship.

The last lady I loved wanted nothing to do with me the night after getting naked with me and just about throwing herself at me but alas the problem came into view the minute she straightened up. Yes she drank and loved me when she was drunk but thought of me as a shitty man when she sobered up. Yes that is what I am a shitty man... I never wanted a thing from her and wouldn't even take advantage of her when she was throwing herself at me. I don't know is chivalry dead?

If you are happy in love stay that way, if you hate what your life has become change it for it is as easy and turning a light switch to change your mind. So do it and do it today and you will thank me.

Write, Paint, Sculpt, make art out of your life by being that art.

Peace Out

La Roo