Learn it early and all else will fall into place

Our days here on planet earth are numbered in the stars and it is ours to find out the answers to life in those numbers. No one has the number stamped on their passport or birth or death certificate so it is our job to find that answer before our time runs totally out. If tomorrow our life ends by health or injury it has no bearing on our knowledge of life as we know it.

My days have numbered 49 so far and I have had the privlage of watching many of good friends die and in my heart of hearts I pray that they all had a soul saved and are awaiting Christ's return with me. I am a church going (well not going as much as practicing) son of God and just because I decided to let Christ into my life doesn't mean that I have to be a good person. I can still steal, kill, and destroy but that isn't mine to do it is the bad in this world's job to do and it is mine to see that it doesn't happen on my shift.

I always get a kick out of organized religion which is the only way to be really but the second that you join the Church you become better than the ones that don't go so is that not in a way judging people. In the bible it speaks of God judging each one of us good and bad by our deeds here in this little 50 to 100 years of life we live here on earth before eternity begins. I feel that my 49 years is just a drop in the bucket but the problem is my mind doesn't know how wore out its body is. I feel like a teen with a body of a 200 year old but that isn't what my thought for the morning is about today.

My thought for today is that if we think about things as being good and bad and if we think about and make excuses of why we do this or that then we are really good people deep down and as long as we try to help our neighbors in crisis or just to bring a bag of groceries in for a friend or someone looking needy or paying that extra 40 cents at the check out counter that someone doesn't have you are a good person and if you are a good person all the rest will fall into place.

Some of us feel that our lives are jinksed or unlucky but you have to look at the full story just like that old saying that went like there was this guy that got run over by a horse and everyone said oh that is so bad and the guy says no because if that horse hadn't run me over I would have walked right over a cliff, and every one says oh that is so good and he says not really because if I had of fallen off of that cliff I would have landed on a ledge that held the largest gold deposit the world has ever seen and I would have been the richest man in the world and every one says oh that was bad and he says not really because if I had of found that gold out on that ledge there was a snake nest of cobras on it and I would have surly died and on and on and on and on but the story's meaning is that nothing is good or bad until the entire life is lived and we are gone that the story really ends and we know which one it really is good or bad.

I feel each day makes me wiser and a better person and the less problems I have with my mind and money and things like that and it all started with my believing in something bigger than I am. I can do nothing for it isn't in me. I don't like hobbies or sports or hunting or fishing or long drives or watching TV or reading and on and on and on but I still have to be here with the rest of the world so what do I do? I am paralyzed from the waist down so most of the things I don't like to do I can't do and the things I use to like to do are to much trouble to do anymore.

My point is still that I have no clue what tomorrow holds and if I worry about anything I am waisting my time but I have to live my life so it has to start with people outside myself. It is my life to share my experiences with the younger generation so that they can live a happier cleaner life. If you look around at all the injustice in the world and the deaths and sicknesses and poor and disasters you will surly go crazy or kill yourself because there is no answer and there is no way you by your self can change any one of these things so if we just do a little good each day and we live to be 90 than that life wasn't a wasted life...

Do your best for there isn't a book on the subject of life other than the bible and if you try to read it without instruction there is no way you will understand it and if it is translated who did the translating? We are born with the instructions of good and bad in our heads and we all know what is good and right and bad and wrong at birth and the rest we learn as age comes on us... By the end of our lives you don't see us sticking our fingers in a fire to see if it is hot nor do you dive into a mud puddle thinking it is deep enough to swim in. We just have to learn that stuff and the rest is just being great and good to our friends and neighbors.

I love you all

Peace and Out

La Roo